it was on its way to becoming the worst day of my life.
but you guys turned that around.
all the way around.


what better way to spend your birthday than to jam the night away with the best bandmates you could ever ask for, have them surprise you with an awesome cake and attempt to sing a harmonious birthday song but ends up otherwise, hide presents in your room, and then continue jamming the night away in your living room?
nothing can top that.
tonight was truly something special.


this state is too profound.
a taboo in this realm.


its easier to put your life into another's hands.
but having others' lives in your hands is definitely no walk in the park.
maybe thats why i generally avoid teaching jobs.


unconditionally, would be good.


nothing goes uncounted.
when the width of a thread is all that separates a simple, instantaneous choice between two states.
two very distinct states.
to reside in an unsettling, interminable vale.
it isnt meant to incapacitate nor induce vacation.
as i've said, everything happens for a reason.


when you remember.
it means something to you.


i cant believe i almost let this slip through my fingers.


its driven me before and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around
but lately i'm beginning to find
that when i drive myself, my light is found.

perfection at 7:15 AM